I REALLY like him what do i do????? read the whole thing please?

we met on vacation last year. i was 11 im pretty sure he was 14. his name and age only came up once. we didn't hang out much. but when we did it was magic. i had had crushes before but this was totally different. i remember everything about him. his smile his cute little dimple, even what he was wearing the first day we met. he had brown eyes brown hair a really good tan. he really did look like a younger SLIGHTLY less tanned taylor lautner. no kidding. anyway. we had just finished a camp sale and were heading down to the river to go tubing when he took my hand and pulled me into the trees and said we needed to talk. he said that he really liked me and hoped that i felt the same way. i didnt even think about it until he said it then i realized that he was really smart funny cute and loving, and before i could do any thing he said "just say no if you want me to stop" and he leaned down and we kissed for a few minuites before i pulled away and said we shouldnt do this. he looked really dissapointed but he was ok with it because he didnt want to push me to do somthing i wasnt comfortable with doing. we didnt talk to each other the next few days until i couldnt take it anymore. he was all i could think about. no matter what i was looking at, it reminded me of him. i nearly broke down crying it was so bad. i ran right over to his R.V. him and his whole family were sitting outside just talking when i interrupted. i ran right to him babbling like an idiot about how sorry i was and how i couldnt stop thinking about him no matter how hard i tried. my eyes were shut tight holding back tears so i didnt see him stand up but next thing you know my mouth had somthing else to do rather than babble like an idiot. obviously his family was pretty stunned because they were silent the whole time and for a while after. things went extremely well after that. the problem is i will only get to see him once a year for no more than 2 weeks. also MY family doesnt know yet but his does i was planing on telling them last year but i was scared and didnt think they would let me date sombody about 3 years older than me when i was only 11 so i didnt. i might not even see him this summer because gas prices are so high. he is not the kind of guy to cheat on a girl but im still worried. i just dont know what to do. HELP!!!!