Saturday, July 16, 2011

I feel like I don't know who I am?

Wow, it's like you got inside my brain and scooped out all my feelings :@ I feel exactly the same and I have done for a long time. I dono who I am, it seems like you can't be yourself around friends. Like everything you say is just meaningless. I feel silly 99% percent of the time. It just feels like you have no personality at all. I was a very confident fun person to be around when I was younger, but I then moved to a much larger school and it was a huge culture shock. I got it into my head that to survive socially in the large school environment was to keep my head down and become invisable - thus becoming a different person, a quiet meek person. It began to form my perminent personality. I've never been the same since but I am at college now and with lovely people that I don't have to be scared of. I don't have any reason to be afraid anymore and slowly but surely I feel the real me coming back again. Make yourself comfortable huni and don't be afraid. You will come back to yourself in time :) Hang in there x

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